tired, stressed, and all that

So I knew it would come down to this.......Im sick. Yes of course the burning the candle at both ends and running ragged has finally taken its toll. For those of you who dont know I have stomache issues. No we dont know what it is. some form of an IBS but as to what they are stumped. I have had numerous blood tests and barium swallows and ultasounds and colonoscopys and endoscopies. For awhile I was on medicine for ulcerative colitis but the blood tests confirmed it wasnt that so now we just have no clue. For some reason I seemed to be on a remission the past few months. Sure I still had a little problem here and there but it was bearable. Now it has hit me and Im sure its stress induced, so Im back being chained to the bathroom and feeling wore out. I also have an earache. Not sure what that means but its there and its making me a little dizzy and feeling out of balance.

On top of all of this Im having to constantly tell my mother in law ( whom I love dont get me wrong ) that I am NOY having a church wedding. Not because Im against them not in the least. I just want to have mine at home in my yard. I had a church wedding befor with the BIG guest list and all. Ive done that and I wanted something different. I would have loved to get married on the beach but lets face it......beaches are hard to come by in Minnesota. So I decided an outdoor wedding was what I was going to do. I AM THE BRIDE!!!.....lol. Its my vision and Im sticking to it!!!!

Ok so Ive been trying to think of exciting mind boggling even blog ideas and nothing has come to mind ( probably because my mind is wrapped around weddings and open houses and grandbabies ) So re cap of my life the past few days

Wedding plans are comming along. Invites are done, bouquests are made, tuxes rented, tables center pieces are done. I have all the utensils bought. I have the canopy and chairs rented. My dress has been altered and the girls dresses orderd. We have jewlry and shoes and head pieces. I made the wedding programs last night. SIGHHHHHHHH its been a long month. We did decided yesterday we are going to have the reception at the Legion hall. It will be easier, and if the weather isnt good then we have a back up. We also decided to have a flower girl. My good friend Sheenas little girl whom I love dearly Rhianna is going to be our flower girl. Shes adorable and Im excited to have her in our wedding. We met with our minister yesterday and ironed out some details. I worked on Kendras picture board last night for her open house.....you see this is why the world could be falling into space and I wouldnt know and couldnt possibly tell you about it. However if you want to know where to pick up some cheap decorative rock Im your go to woman!!!